Category: Life

  • When I received an order….

    When I received an order….

    There was a moment at the weekend when I received a multiple order for my handmade crafts when I felt a spreading feeling of warmth inside, a smile forced itself onto my face, when I felt like I grew taller as I sat up tall, my heart rate seemed to quicken and small fairies danced in my tummy and my hands tightened into fists and punched the air!

  • When I felt everything was out of control

    When I felt everything was out of control

    There was a moment today when I felt what I would describe as panicky which I would describe physically as dizziness, nausea, a tight gripping sensation in my chest and sweaty. Even harder to describe is the feeling that my mind was literally racing ahead of my body’s physical capabilities.

  • Feeling sick and almost choking

    Feeling sick and almost choking

    creeping vine 200There was a moment today (after having a conversation I have been avoiding and putting off) that I felt warm sick sensation from my stomach to my adam’s apple where it circled and squeezed my throat like a climbing vine.

  • When walking to work this morning

    When walking to work this morning

    ice crystals 200There was a moment (when walking to work this morning) when it was so cold that it felt like icy daggers were stabbing at my face leaving it raw and numb

  • Spikes through my heart

    Spikes through my heart

    I was having a conversation with a friend at lunchtime and felt spikes through my heart at several points.

  • Smooth constant poking pressure

    Smooth constant poking pressure

    There was a moment (While sat on the train) that I felt a smooth constant poking pressure between my left collarbone and my throat that made me cough

  • Tension flowing out of my shoulders

    Tension flowing out of my shoulders

    There was a moment today (when I stopped running around from on thing to another) where I noticed a tension in my shoulders, as I acknowledged it (by thinking ‘oh I can post that on SLP’ it started to drain down the front of my chest leaving an empty ache, mainly in the joint of my left shoulder.

  • Free

    Free

    There was a moment today when I danced like nobody was watching. It felt liberating and I felt my body full of buzzing energy.

  • Ants under my skin

    Ants under my skin

    ant_background 200There was a moment (well lots of them in the last few weeks, but this one was yesterday morning) when it felt like I had ants under the skin on both my shins and I just wanted to scratch the skin off to let them out.

  • Head rush

    Head rush

    There was a moment (when I stood up quickly after drinking a few glasses of wine) that I had the sensation of all my body’s energy flowing to up into my chest , hovering for a few seconds & then filling up my head in a wave, making my eyes feel like they were rolling back in my head.

    The sensation then became like exploding candy in my brain