There was a moment today when preparing for a telephone interview that my brain felt like cotton and my stomach lining turned heavy like lead yet jiggly like jello.
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Cotton brain and jiggly lead
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Feeling sick and almost choking
There was a moment today (after having a conversation I have been avoiding and putting off) that I felt warm sick sensation from my stomach to my adam’s apple where it circled and squeezed my throat like a climbing vine. -
Squishy, black leeches
There was a moment today when I ran into him that squishy, black leeches swirled around in my stomach.
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While watching #RestorationMan ( @MrGeorgeClarke ) talking about #cancer
There was a moment ( while watching George Clarke talk Clive Bolton about his wife Jane passing from cancer ) that I felt a pulling on the inside of my face as the tears rolled down my face, as I empathised regarding my fathers fight with cancer.
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Dullness that has a warmth
Dullness. A radiating dullness that has a warmth radiating from it. Located in the center of my back.
Not a pleasant sensation.Noticing and acknowledging a sensation is not as easy as one would think. However it does get easier over time.
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Restless spiders & violently bubbling water
There was a moment today when I was told that I made it to the telephone interview stage of an application that little restless spiders skittered under my skin and violently bubbling water, like when the water in a kettle is almost done, swelled in my veins. -
Electricity, warm water and haze
There was a moment today when I was home alone and heard the loud bang of something dropping downstairs that electricity ran through me so quickly that I couldn’t pinpoint the source and settled in my muscles, the inner tunnels of my ears and the back of my eyes bring everything – sight, sound, touch – into sharp focus. A wave of warm water coursed through me and the usual haze blanketed my senses once more when I found out it was just a bag dropping off a table.
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Oozing Baileys
It feels like warm Baileys cream liqueur is oozing gently over my stomach which is full after a big pizza
